Unloading

I am really having a rough time! Saturday would have been my 1 year anniversary with Jeff. I know that it was my choice to be where I am today. However It is really getting to me. I am not really sure what it is that I am feeling. I have been home for a few weeks now and I am still with out a job or car. I know in time things will work out. I feel like someone blindfolded me and spun me around a few dozen times and dropped me into a HUGE maze. Sometimes I just want to cry for no reason the tears just start flowing. I am going to go to sleep that may make things better. I love you and Thanks for reading.Just needed to unload

Little Miss Sophie(Soapy)

I am blogging with little Sophie on my lap she is my little princess and every time I type she want to "help" so this blog is for her...
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I let her type and she typed her name and then told me every letter she was typing it was really cute and I will really miss her. She keeps saying "I will miss you at Utah" it makes me alittle sad. and she calls me Aunt Jesica. It is really cute. y6fj7rjrhgufye7drghd6efqhfgerjfhgurgcufr7fhfjfhfjfbdjdgddgddgdfdgd 7
There is some spice from little miss Sophie. I am going to go sleep cause I am getting up at 4:30 to get to the airport on time. Love you all and see most of you this week.

Venting

Today I feel like I am about to lose my mind! I am not sure why. I only have 3 more days until I go home. I will be there tuesday at 2:27 pm I am soo excited. I never really realized how much my family means to me. but through all of this they have been there for me. My mom is awesome and I so blessed to have her to lean on through all of this. She knows what I am going through. Thank you all for reading and letting me vent!

Craziness

Ok everyone I am just using this blog as an outlet. I have been on an emotional roller coaster and I am currently on the up so I feel it is a good time to share. Tuesday and I was packing my stuff I was running up and down stairs and when I stopped I noticed that my foot was hurting. I thought it was just from being on it and running but after walking on it for 5 days it wasn't getting better. so I went to the ER and had it X-rayed and sure enough I broke my foot right below my left big toe. It was painful. This was just the beginning of the craziness of this week.

Changing the course of my life path

hello all
It has been a while since I posted lots have gone on this week. I will be moving home the middle of december. I am really excited. I am living with my friend holly right now. Her and sophie have been really good at keeping my spirits up. I get to play with 4 yr old sophie all day it is fun we played checkers and colored today yesterday we played dress up. Holly has a 3 yrold niece that comes over some days while holly's sister teaches school. so I get to act like a little girl.
anyway I just wanted to let every one know what is going on on my life love you all

Creepy crawlies of the Sunshine state

Hey, I just wanted to show you all of the creatures of Florida the first one is a tree Frog. The second one is my Yellow Belly slider named Dash. The third pic is a spider you can't tell from the pick but he is HUGE he is as big as the palm of my Hand! I am enjoying taking goofy pictures. I just wanted you to see the fun I am having in Florida. I am enjoying school. I took a Math test last week and I got 95% That was super exciting. Because of the events of last weekend I have not weighed in this week but I do tomorrow so wish me luck. So far I am down 12.4 lbs. I hit my 10% in 9 lbs. I am more than half way there.

My trip to the ER

So last week I started feeling like garbage. Each day it was getting worse until saturday evening I was unable to move with out pain I went to the Emergency Room, after a little convincing from mom(thanks)! I got there and I was Holding my back because that is where it hurt. The lady and the front counter asked "How Far along" Had I not been in such pain this may have upset me. Now I just laughed to avoid tears. Once I got in. They hooked me up to an IV took lots of blood samples and diagnosed me with a Kidney infection that had started with a UTI! because it had gone untreated It backed up into my kidneys. So then with the IV still in I was put on antibiotics and they had to rehydrate me because I was not drininking enough.

So this week I have been on an antibiotic and I feel so much better.

So that in a nutshell was my eventful weekend

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I know you wanna see what is going on in Sunny Florida. So here is what is new! I started school and I am loving it. This is me in my front room on the morning of the First day. Don't I look just so smart?

Oh Yeah and if you didn't know I am a brunette now.I am still involoved in WeightWatchers. I am down a total of 11.4lbs. YAY!!

I also just started A N EW project!!! a RAG QUILT!!! so that is the newest thing in my lifeThis will be my first patchwork quilt. I am feeling all domestic and that Jazz.

There is a girl in one of my classes that I have become really good friend with her name is Hollie. Hollie has a daughter named Sophie.

I am enjoying playing with a 4 yr old. It helps me remember how to stay young.

I am still enjoying the heat and the sun. As you can see though I am not getting very much color you would think that I grew up some where like UTAH!!! ha ha

Ok there is bits and pieces about nothing ~L8R~

Update

Hey guys,

It has been a week and a half since I posted. So here it is. Jeff is loving his new job. He works kinda far away it is 19miles there and 19miles back. He is a shift supervisor at a mexican quick serve resturant. He is doing really well.
I start school in 6 days. I am getting really excited. I applied for a grant but I was turned down because I am only enrolled part-time. but in January I gain Residency status. I will be able to attend full time and Might qualify for a grant then. YAY!! Until then, I am taking math and English. I have my own little space on the back porch. I cannot wait.
So here is the weight loss journey. I weighed in last week I was +2lbs but that is ok because I weighed in Yesterday and I was -2.8.
There is what is going on in the life of the PRINCESS

YAY

Hey Everyone! good News. Jeff Got a job! After being Unemployed for several months. I am really excited. It is out in Deland, Florida. This week has gone really well for us. With my weight loss and Passing the CNA exam. And Especially Jeff's Job.
I am not really sure what else I wanna talk about. I Start school in 16 days and I am really excited. but this is boring so have a great day have a great one stay tuned.

My CNA TEST!!

I got Up this morning around 6 am and ate Breakfast. I drove to the test center, arrived at 8:30, when I got there they told me to sit at a computer.The computer I sat at was broken so I couldn't take the written test, until someone was finished. I sat down at the computer and finished. The written part was a breeze. Then I sat...and sat.... and sat! until 1:30 When I was able to go in and take my Clinical test. I was SOO nervous I finished my skills and waited for the both test results. AND GOOD NEWS I PASSED. So I am going to relax tonight and bask in my glory. Till next time

Yay I Finally started a blog

Hey all!! I finally brought myself to start a blog. So, here is a REALLY quick update of the last 8 months:

I got married on December 13, 2007 in Provo, Utah. On December 17, I started my drive to The Sunshine state. It took us 6 days. We stopped and visited the Grand Canyon as well as New Orleans. We finally got to Daytona Beach on December 23, and met my husband's family. I spent Christmas with them.
Then in February, I turned 21 and shortly got a job at a facility for mentally disabled adults. I quit that job after a few months and spent Easter with my mom and Scotty, my step-dad, who came down to visit (Scott was on Business and Mom was here for play)! It was fun, we went to Disney world! I then started a Job at a convenience store near by.

Over Mother's I took a 2 week vacation to Utah. I surprised all my friends and family with my new RED hair!

Shortly after returning home, I quit my job.Then Finally in early July I signed up for a course to obtain my CNA licence. That is where I am now with things.
Ok, so I take the test for my licence on Thursday! I am really Nervous. I also registered for school, which I start on the 26th. I signed up for WeightWatchers' last week and so far have lost 6.8 lbs. YAY!!!

Well, I just wanted to update every one and I will be posting frequently. So stay tuned!