Wednesday, February 4, 2009


Hello fans.
It has been ages since I wrote last and I am sorry. I am still living with mom and LOVING it!! I work at a care facility for people with mental retardation. and it is the Most fun Job I have ever had. I am making new friends at work. They keep me on my toes. I have become the butt of their jokes but it is all gravy. I have been keeping busy. I am loving life. I have learned that my family are my biggest fans. I am so grateful for them. My mom has taught me alot in the past few months She is an AMAZING woman. enough of that. In short I am doing fantastic thanks for the love and support and prayers

Sunday, December 7, 2008


I am really having a rough time! Saturday would have been my 1 year anniversary with Jeff. I know that it was my choice to be where I am today. However It is really getting to me. I am not really sure what it is that I am feeling. I have been home for a few weeks now and I am still with out a job or car. I know in time things will work out. I feel like someone blindfolded me and spun me around a few dozen times and dropped me into a HUGE maze. Sometimes I just want to cry for no reason the tears just start flowing. I am going to go to sleep that may make things better. I love you and Thanks for reading.Just needed to unload

Monday, November 17, 2008

Little Miss Sophie(Soapy)

I am blogging with little Sophie on my lap she is my little princess and every time I type she want to "help" so this blog is for her...
I let her type and she typed her name and then told me every letter she was typing it was really cute and I will really miss her. She keeps saying "I will miss you at Utah" it makes me alittle sad. and she calls me Aunt Jesica. It is really cute. y6fj7rjrhgufye7drghd6efqhfgerjfhgurgcufr7fhfjfhfjfbdjdgddgddgdfdgd 7
There is some spice from little miss Sophie. I am going to go sleep cause I am getting up at 4:30 to get to the airport on time. Love you all and see most of you this week.

Saturday, November 15, 2008


Today I feel like I am about to lose my mind! I am not sure why. I only have 3 more days until I go home. I will be there tuesday at 2:27 pm I am soo excited. I never really realized how much my family means to me. but through all of this they have been there for me. My mom is awesome and I so blessed to have her to lean on through all of this. She knows what I am going through. Thank you all for reading and letting me vent!

Monday, November 10, 2008


Ok everyone I am just using this blog as an outlet. I have been on an emotional roller coaster and I am currently on the up so I feel it is a good time to share. Tuesday and I was packing my stuff I was running up and down stairs and when I stopped I noticed that my foot was hurting. I thought it was just from being on it and running but after walking on it for 5 days it wasn't getting better. so I went to the ER and had it X-rayed and sure enough I broke my foot right below my left big toe. It was painful. This was just the beginning of the craziness of this week.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Changing the course of my life path

hello all
It has been a while since I posted lots have gone on this week. I will be moving home the middle of december. I am really excited. I am living with my friend holly right now. Her and sophie have been really good at keeping my spirits up. I get to play with 4 yr old sophie all day it is fun we played checkers and colored today yesterday we played dress up. Holly has a 3 yrold niece that comes over some days while holly's sister teaches school. so I get to act like a little girl.
anyway I just wanted to let every one know what is going on on my life love you all

Monday, October 13, 2008

Creepy crawlies of the Sunshine state

Hey, I just wanted to show you all of the creatures of Florida the first one is a tree Frog. The second one is my Yellow Belly slider named Dash. The third pic is a spider you can't tell from the pick but he is HUGE he is as big as the palm of my Hand! I am enjoying taking goofy pictures. I just wanted you to see the fun I am having in Florida. I am enjoying school. I took a Math test last week and I got 95% That was super exciting. Because of the events of last weekend I have not weighed in this week but I do tomorrow so wish me luck. So far I am down 12.4 lbs. I hit my 10% in 9 lbs. I am more than half way there.