Unloading

I am really having a rough time! Saturday would have been my 1 year anniversary with Jeff. I know that it was my choice to be where I am today. However It is really getting to me. I am not really sure what it is that I am feeling. I have been home for a few weeks now and I am still with out a job or car. I know in time things will work out. I feel like someone blindfolded me and spun me around a few dozen times and dropped me into a HUGE maze. Sometimes I just want to cry for no reason the tears just start flowing. I am going to go to sleep that may make things better. I love you and Thanks for reading.Just needed to unload